Sunday, July 5, 2015

Love Breaks Hearts (Nothing to lose Nothing to keep)

My relationship with sorrow is my Business
When I cry myself off to sleep that's my Safe...
Needless to say, Love rules my Life
Always puts me in grief too and Loneliness

It's painful rather torture to see the silence thats falls between us tonight

It crawls on my skin like Darkness
The White Noise deafens me and you
Trying to sober down but your heat lures me into self-worthlessness

And now the Anger has gone

All I'm left with is some guilt and pain
No way to Relief
No sense of completion
I get no Closure

The series of occurrences that have followed me in the deep

My pillow lies drenched from the night full of weeps
The Pain starts to fade as I put myself to sleep
Into Circles of Dreams my mind tends to leap
The Dreamcatchers try to protect me as I give in
Nothing to lose Nothing to keep...

The theory is the story of life

The moment you lose interest in anything you wish to keep forever
It becomes the reason for it to come back to you
But I'm afraid as I see what I see
As I know there is Nothing to lose
Nothing to keep.

Friday, June 5, 2015

Never Too Late

You could be anywhere when your life begins...
few people would know it, if it isn't where it ends.
What matters is where you got...
how you got there is history.
What matters is what inspires you what lifts you and where that got you.
When you come into this world, when you are born...
There are infinite possibilities that surround you, 
but it is upto you to align yourself with the possibility that you choose...
I haven't cried like this in a while,
I haven't felt so blessed in a while...
In these life races where there is always someone better and faster,
we often forget what really helps us advance...
It is the peace within us, the serenity within us, how connected we used to feel to the faith we once had...
Hearing the voices that are drowned by our fears and busy schedules...
We forget to fall back and  do the little life thinking and absorbing we should...
We often forget to heal the wounds which we never noticed...
We often forget to care about the things that matter, until it hits us like a deadly disease...
Soon everyone will race...
Friends will scatter...
And family won't be there
The place we once called home will be empty
Your strong people will fall weak...
People won't have any time to listen but a lot of time to repeat
The only one who would really hear you is own echo
Do not be afraid... The darkness will not fade my love for you, I will hold it close until the sun shines again...
When the misery will fade 
No promises will need to be made
Life is about ups and downs we understand...
But I won't leave your hand together we will stand
Life will be simple when we stick it through
All this lingering will last and so will the hue
Listen to me calling your name...
Let destiny reignite the flame
Trust yourself with me 
And I promise, till death do us part, I will do the same

Sunday, May 17, 2015

It all started with a "HI"

She said Memories fade away
your heart took too long a wait
and so I said please don't go
please baby stop
I took too long to see..
and now I can't keep her all to me

She got me in a love lockdown 
can't think of anything but her and me
head to toe my body trembles
my feelings crumble
could I be any dumber
how I couldn't see..
all the love that she had for me

Summer shines and winter falls
seasons change
but my heart froze in time
to the days when I first saw her smile
when she said "HI"
I could listen to her words all night
Now my knees feel weak and my eyes run dry.. 
when I lie and think of all those moments I die

I wish the day comes soon when she makes up her mind
I leave it upto her to decide 
Will she love me or will she think it's lies
Does she see the love in my eyes?
I try to keep faith that she won't deny..
baby I hope that ur love for me has not died

Until then.. I pray nothing but life for her
I hope nothing but peace on her
I desire nothing but rosy happiness for her
I wish nothing but for her to spread her wings and fly
I live for nothing but the smile on her face..
I die for nothing but the tears in her eyes