I wish it was something like so :)

I wish it was something like so...

every evening, you would be by my side

silently my heart wouldn't tear apart missing your glass eyes,

if every evening you were here with me

the clock ticks but time is frozen 

the time doesn't pass stuck in that moment that reminds me of you

Visions of your smile of your hand holding mine

have captured me in a box of dreams

I dream for as long as I can dream...

but how long can I live on dreams?

even the pictures bring no relief to me anymore

Everyday I cheat time so I can steal & re-live the moments I spent with you

Sometimes i smile silly

Sometimes they make me laugh
and then suddenly I tear up...

But only if every evening you would be by my side...

silently my heart wouldn't tear apart missing your glass eyes,

if every evening you were here with me

I would treasure you and treat you good
I wish it was something like so...

But I'd rather be this...

When I look at what most of my other friends have made out of their lives..

I feel I left so many things behind
I feel I could've been Pretty if I took better care of myself,
I could have had more fun if I wasn't here
and I could have fallen hard on the ground hard a little fewer times !

They all look so Pretty
They have No Worries
They have Nothing to be stressed about
They don't have any major deadlines
They can do all the things in the world and still have time to do more
They can go out every night not having to worry about what they have to do the next day

But if I really did all that, I would be Empty...
I would feel hollow and incomplete.
I had to make those mistakes,
If I wouldn't, then I wouldn't be the person that I am today.

If I couldn't Fly a Plane...
I wouldn't be a Pilot
And if it wasn't this way...
Then I wouldn't be "ME"

I am not "Pretty" I've never been "Happening"
I would rather hide my face underneath my Bose Headsets, than be the Talk of the Town!
I would rather have a few good friends, than having a whole lot others who'll mean nothing.

 Yes, I could be that exact same person. But, I'd rather be this, I'd rather be this...

“It Cures…”

I know, I know, I know…life is so disappointing…

Here you are…you have arrived…you are here…This is your moment…

What do you have…‘Pain’…

You have everything…but you haven’t...you have NOTHING…

Everything is right…no..everything is wrong…

It’s disappointing…it’s confusing…this is ‘Life’…

What can you do?

People keep going away from you and that hurts…

Work…work…you have a gift…use it…

Life…life will be there later…

When you’ve worked…you’ve lived…you know who you are…then life will be easier…

‘Work’…it’s the only answer I know…

The only thing you have to remember is that its not about you…its not You they're looking at…cause if you think its about you then you’re screwed you know…you have to stay separate from what’s happening…you have to be some place else…but I don’t know where that somewhere else is or how to do that…you now…

If I could have children of my own…I would tell them that they don’t have to be anybody…cause I would know…that being somebody doesn’t make you anybody anyway…

~ From the movie 'Gia'

P.S. : "It's Not The Truth..."

Maybe I did…

Maybe I have…

Maybe I am…

Beware you don’t know…

BUT

P.S. : “It’s Not The Truth…”

Maybe I did all that I could…

Maybe I have what you always wanted…

Maybe I am the quiet one who knows what’s going on in your head even when you don’t say much…

Beware you don’t know all…

CAUSE

P.S. “It’s Not The Truth…”

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Stranger you’ve overstayed your time…

Nothing is real enough for you…

All the feelings that you hide are gonna tear you up inside

You hope I know you tried…

Undefeatable Sorrows

The pictures you see won’t disappear…

Not the unpleasant dreams or the voices you hear…

Maybe you were lost, but now you’ve found…how can you unhear all the things that you heard?

Don’t try to reason…you won’t get too far…

Past could be back...
But it will never take your side!

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“The Future will remember, the past will never forget…”

Maybe I did say all those things…

Maybe I have made all the Promises…

Maybe I am someone around who you’ve put down your walls…

Beware you don’t know me at all…

CAUSE

P.S. : “It’s Not The Truth…”

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If I say I’m coming home…

I’ll probably be out on my own

You don’t know me either…

Not at all…

I know I’m not around each night

I know I always think I’m right…

I just hope you see this heart.

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Maybe I did hurt…not so long enough…

Maybe I have been too cold to what you say…

Maybe I am a little not too much of what you thought it’d be like…

Maybe I am noht someone you need anymore…

Beware cause you don’t know what’s in my heart.

CAUSE

P.S. : “I Love You…”

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About Bonny & Maunky…

Sometimes, We do...

Most of us spend almost all their lives...'Pretending'...
Pretending to be happy with our New Job..
Pretending to have a Happy Life..
Pretending to have the Perfect Marriage..
PRETENDING TO BE SOMEONE WE ARE NOT..

What is this Image we have of the happiest most perfect person?
Don't we know..that he doesn't exist?
All our lives we wait for Life to mould us into someone so perfect..

But what we don't realize is that...
Man is meant to make Mistakes and Learn...
He is meant to Think Apart...
He is meant to Discover and Explore Possibilities..
Man is meant to be Imperfect...That's the beauty of it...
No Matter how Immaculate we pretend to be...
Sometimes, We do...